chapter 9

"Mark...?" Gary looked up holding the box still in his palm.
"Yes Gary...?" Mark's breathing increased a little. From a mixture of nervous and excitement.
Gary shook his head a little and moved to the direction of the bed and laid flat on it. "We can't do this..." The older male sighed staring up at the ceiling. "I might not be with anyone no more... but you're with Emma and you have children...what will this do to your family...i can't ruin that Mark i can't be responsible."
"Ayy... Gaz.. you wont.. this wont get out... i mean... if you don't want to then i understand.." Mark sat on the edge of the bed. He loved Emma he really did and he'll always be there for his children, but the way he felt about Gary was different. When he looked at Gary it made him feel happy more than he's ever been. Gary was there throughout his drinking problem and not to mention all the support through the years knowing him.
"I never said i didn't i mean... that hug.. it...it was breath taking...and the kiss..wow" Gary ruffled up his hair a little.
Mark moved a little closer to Gary his head almost resting onto Gary's chest. He felt safe in Gary's presence.
"M...maybe we shouldn't have... you know...just yet...but there's other things we could do..." Mark stroked Gary's upper arm.
A soft mumble leaves Gary's lips as he raises his head to look at the smaller male laying along side him. "What do you mean?" He looked confused at Mark who slowly sits up too.
Mark turns to face Gary looking a little shy. "Maybe.. if we...erm... play...with ourselves... it's not like we haven't done it before... the competitions we use to have at the back of the tour buses...the five of us.. so maybe...it wouldn't be too weird...right?"
"Erm...ok..." Gary agreed a little nervous.

After a few minutes of silence Mark unzipped his trousers and laid them neatly on the bed. Gary watched every move Mark made. Gary started to feel a little uncomfy in his boxers like he needed to remove his trousers. It was like already Mark has made an effect him. Maybe he does have feelings for Mark... maybe this could help to see if those feelings were believable... "Gaz?" Mark looked at him whilst removing his shirt and laying back onto the bed wearing nothing but his boxers facing the ceiling.
"Y..yeah..." It was Gary's turn to remove his clothing. Starting at the bottom removing his shoes, socks and trousers then followed by his shirt. He laid along side Mark on the bed. Both of them staring at one another for a moment or two.

Mark's hand gently stroked Gary's stubbled cheek causing him to moan softly. Their hearts beating almost out of their chests. Pleasure started to act now, as Gary's lips locked onto Mark's. Like a snake Mark's hand left Gary's cheek, but now it slipped under the hem of his own boxers and gripping his hardening length. They were kissing in sync with soft moans filling the room Gary couldn't take it much more he also had to pleasure himself. His erection was rubbing against his boxers making him even more uncomfortable. Still with their lips locked together Gary reached for himself without a seconds thought and started stroking himself.

Their hands worked wonders on themselves the deeper the kiss the became the faster their hands stroked. "Oh...f...fuck.." Gary grunted a little biting Mark's lip. It wouldn't be long until they have to surrender.
"Mm... let...go..." Mark panted closing his eyes tighter and moving his legs a little unable to keep it in much longer he needed to let go before he explodes. "I...I...er... OH GAZ!" He shouted releasing himself with a little going on to Gary's leg.
"Fucking hell..." It wasn't long after Gary finally let go feeling some of Mark's load on his thigh. Both of them collapsed on the bed panting for their breathes. "Wow..." Gary mumbled with his eyes closed.