Chapter 28

Gary's POV 

Quietly I close the spare room door where Luke's fast asleep. My back slides down the wall to the bottom of the stairs. "M...Mark..." I pop my head around the living room door where Mark's dozed off on the sofa with Lucy who's curled up on the floor also asleep. "Mark..." 
His eye lids flicker a little. "Mmhhuh?" 
"I er...I need to...nip out quickly..." My throat feels dry. Why has Robbie suddenly got this affect on me. Its almost like I'm no longer controlling my body.
Mark rubs his eyes a couple of times whilst glancing over at his watch. "Go tomorrow...let's go to bed." Resting his head back onto the sofa he closes his eyes again. 
My heart pounds. For some reason I HAVE to see Robbie tonight. I miss him....really miss him....my mind drifts back to the kisses we've shared. "No Mark I need to go now its important." My words come out quick without giving me chance to realize what I've just said. 
In a very sleepy voice Mark agrees. "Alright...alright...just don't...be...lo-..." Failing to finish his sentence his eyes give way as he falls back into a deep sleep. 

Without giving it any more thought I jump into my car pushing the key into the engine to head to Robbie's. He doesn't even know I'm on my way. Hopefully it'll be a surprise. It pains me to think what this will do to Mark, but I just need to see Robbie. 

Nervously I turn off my headlights as I park onto his drive. Its gone midnight already he must be in bed. Quickly I close my car door making my way up to his front door. Maybe its a bad idea...I mean I'm in a relationship with the man of my dreams yet I'm doing this. After a minute or two I decide to knock on his front door. Nothing. No movement. He must be asleep after all he is a deep sleeper. Knocking a little louder whilst I look over at my car. This is probably a sign telling me to leave. As I make my way back to my car a voice calls from inside. "One sec... Just getting the key." 

My stomach begins doing flips even my forehead starts to get a little sweaty. The front door swings open. Standing in front of me is a now shirtless Robbie wearing some dark blue boxers and black socks. "Oh...hi...Gaz..." He rubs his eyes. Robbie isn't the type to feel embarrassed he use to always walk around naked back in the day. My eyes fix onto his half naked body. The detailed ink on his skin making my imagination run wild.
"Hiya...Rob..." Forcing out a friendly smile to him as I continue to stare a little.
"You better come in...fucking freezing out here." Standing aside of the door he allows me to come in. Without hesitation I walk straight into his living room. "Want a drink or owt?" Robbie appears behind me rubbing his sleepy eyes.
Flinching slightly by the sound of his voice I turn around. "N...no thanks.." It feels awkward very awkward just standing here whilst he's in his boxers. Not that I'm complaining. I've seen him naked plenty of times, but this time...him being half naked standing behind me feels different. 

"Take a seat." Politely he smiles at me whilst he sits on his leather sofa crossing his leg. I shuffle over to the other sofa opposite him. My fingers cling to one another trying to hide my nerves. Get a grip Gary. Repeating over in my head whilst my eyes focus on my fingers. "Gaz?" A hand shakes my shoulder knocking me out of my daze. 
"Huh? W...what?" Quickly I look up to a worried Robbie sitting beside me. 
"I asked if you was ok? What's happened?" 
Glancing around his living room looking for a distraction I can't hold it in any longer. Allowing my eyes to fix to his lips. Thin, smooth, wet lips. Addictive from the start. My lips begin to twitch watching his tongue slowly slide along his own lips. 

"Gaz? What is it? You're scaring me mate...you don't look well...." Gently he places his hand onto my burning forehead. "Jeeez Gaz! You're burning up!" 
Panic strikes me when I see him reach for his mobile resting on the sofa arm. "Kiss me!" Breathing faster than before. I freeze. My whole body freezes almost like someone's paused me. We both stare at each other. Robbie's expression on his face completely blank. 

Robbie studies my face like he's buying a new car. Looking at my lips, my eyes...deep in my eyes then back to my lips. "R..Ro-" All of a sudden I feel pressure against my chest knocking me back into the cushions. Robbie's lips pressing against mine. Our lips forming a deep, but passionate kiss. Instantly my arms wrap around the back of his neck pulling him even closer to my lips. His tongue parts my lips entering my mouth. Swirling around mine then hitting the side of my mouth exploring every inch causing deep moans to leave our mouths. 

Travelling from my lips his teeth sink into my neck causing me to whimper a little. Gently he sucks the area he bit. Soothing the area where he's just fetched blood. I don't care this all feels to good. "R..Rob.." Looking at his boxers seeing something make an appearance. Its hard to keep these feelings in much longer. Our hands lock together. Softly he strokes the top of my hand with his thumb keeping me calm. This all feels so good yet so very wrong. Slowly he helps me off the sofa whilst we make our way to the direction of the stairs.

Chapter 27

Mark's POV

We decided to head back to Gary's, because the sky started to turn dark like there's going to be a massive thunderstorm. "Do you want a coffee Gaz?" I ask limping to the kitchen using now only one crutch giving myself a bit of practise.
"Ayyy easy Mark. Are you sure you can cope with just one?" Gary fusses around me. I hate it when people cause a fuss when there's no need.
"Babe i'm fine honest. Put the kids a film on and i'll get us some drinks to warm us up, yeah?" Softly i peck him on the cheek heading to the kitchen to put the kettle on. Today has been great. It's like our own little family. Daddy Mark and Daddy Gary. I smile to myself whilst making the drinks.
"Right kids....which film shall we watch?" Gary asks as i enter the room carrying two hot mugs. He instantly stands up taking them from me. "Sit mister." He orders. To be honest i am feeling rather knackered. It's the most i've done the past few weeks.
"I wanna watch Harry Potter!" Luke bounces up and down on his bum.
Lucy shakes her head. "Noooo! I want to watch erm....Ice Age!"
Gary scrolls through the movie channels on his plasma. "Ooooh! Up's on! Can't beat a Disney!" Holding my stomach a little to stop the burning sensation from my wound i laugh at him. He's like the third child.

Luke lays on the bean bag with Lucy on the floor. Already Lucy looks like she's about to drop off sometime soon. The movie starts showing two young children who become friends they fall in love grow old together then wife of the man's dies. Gary sniffs a little causing me to look up. A few tears leave his eyes. "Daddy! Gary's crying!" Lucy looks at me.
"Aww Gaz are you ok?" Softly i stroke his arm. Quickly he wipes away his tears trying to hide the fact he cries over films especially Disney's.
"Huh what no i'm not.."
"Cryings for girls....." Luke giggles.
Trying not to laugh i look at Gary. "Are you sure you're ok?"
"Yes.... just had something in my eye." Gary grins a little. "I'll get us popcorn."
Gently i kiss him on the lips before he stands up. "Awwwh."
"Ewwww kissing's for girls too!" Again Luke laughs whilst laying on the beanbag.

Soft pattering of rain sounds against the window causing me to open my eyes. I must of fallen asleep. The film's finished and everyone's fallen asleep. The kids fast off on the beanbag and Gary sound asleep resting against his hand. Shit the kids needed to go home Emma will be worried. "Gaz...Gary?" Gently i nudge him.
"Huh? Who? What?" He flinches snapping his eyes open. "M...Mark? What's wrong?" Rubbing his red eyes he looks at me.
"Erm... did Emma say what time the kids needed to go back?"
Gary stretches his arms out. "I asked if they could stay over and she said that was fine." He looks at the pair fast asleep on the floor. "Bless i'll take them to the spare room... erm...is that ok if i carry them up?"
"Gary you don't need to ask that. You're my boyfriend you're technically family." A soft yawn leaves my lips.
"Want me to carry you too?" He raises his eyebrow whilst lifting Luke into his arms heading towards the door.
"Nah i'll make my own way up in a sec." I sigh happily watching Gary carry Luke to bed. This is amazing i couldn't be happier.

Gary's POV

"Sweet dreams mate." Softly i kiss Luke's forehead tucking him into bed. I love spending time with Mark's family. As stupid as it sounds i actually felt part of the family almost like it was our family... i sigh a little feeling my phone vibrate in my back pocket. (1) new message - Rob. My heart beats faster in my chest the feeling come back again. Feelings i can't describe...strong feelings. In my head i feel like a teenager again. My finger moves over to the open button. 'Hey Gaz... i miss you... please i've got to see you again soon... i can still feel your soft lips... R x' Reading the message over and over until i feel i can no longer control my fingers i type a message back. 'I miss you too....' 

Taking a deep sigh i sit on the spare bed which Luke's fast asleep in. What am i doing? After such a great day with Mark and the kids. I can't loose this i can't loose Mark.... but Rob.... i feel something... his name gives me flutters... i don't want to be a cheater.... i'm so confused...

Chapter 26

Mark's POV

I can't believe he actually left me. It's not like i could of died or anything a couple weeks ago... bastard. What if my stitches where to come undone whilst he was having fun. I close my eyes for a split second until i hear footsteps make their way upstairs quickly i close them tighter to make out as if i'm asleep. Right now i don't want to talk to him let alone see him. "Babe? Are you awake." Gary's voice whispers through the door. Still i lay on the bed with my eyes closed. "Mark? I'm nipping to the shop do you want anything?"
"No." I reply sharply whilst slowly turning onto my side, so my back faces him.
Quietly he sighs. "Ok... i wont be long... love you."
Feeling awful even though i shouldn't i stare out the window trying to keep my eyes focused as i hear him leave the room and go back downstairs.

I've lost everything for him i wish he actually showed me he cares not by buying me things or spoiling me i'd love it if we both were to lay in bed together watching a film, cuddling or even talking. Maybe he's getting bored of me now after the accident. Can't wait for these stitches to be finally removed so i can be back to my normal self going out more... giving him the sex and pleasure... again that could be the reason he's the way he is. No Mark don't. Don't even think about him cheating on you. You know him better than that. Slowly i close my eyes trying to get a little bit of rest before he comes back.

The sound of the front door closing loudly wakes me up. Woah. How long have i been asleep for? Over 2hours that was a long shopping trip. To be honest i might as well stay in bed today i really don't feel like going down at all. Gary mumbles downstairs in the hallway talking to somebody. "Alright alright calm down." He laughs a little. Who the hell is it? "He's upstairs. Lets get him." Diving my head back under the duvet i pretend i'm asleep as Gary and the visitor walks upstairs. "Sssh... he's asleep." Gary whispers. "Mark? Mark wake up you've got some visitors." Even though i can't see his face i can tell he's smiling almost like he's pleased with himself. Very slowly i open my eyes.
"DADDY!" Is this a dream??! I blink a few times not believing what i'm seeing. My two children. My two beautiful children with huge grins filling their faces stand in front of me.
"O...Oh... gosh... kids!" Instantly i sit up ignoring the slight pain in my stomach as i give them both a tight hug. Gary smiles at me standing behind them."Have you missed Daddy?" He asks stroking Luke's hair.

Jumping with excitement Lucy giggles. "Yes! Yes! How are you feeling Daddy?"
"So...so much better now.... wow..." A few tears escape my eyes.
Luke pats my hand a little. "Daaaad... don't cry...."
"I know son... i know it's not very cool of me." I wink a little whilst wiping my eyes. "I've just missed you both sooo so much." Giving them another tight hug i mouth the words to Gary 'Thank you.'
He nods in reply still smiling. "Ay that's not all is it kiddies."
"Ohhhh Dad! Dad! Guess where we are going!" Lucy jumps up and down again high on sugar.
Luke pouts and folds his arms. "No! I wanna tell Dad!"
"You both can tell him." Gary laughs.
"We... are going... to have...... A PICNIC!" Both of them shout giggling.
Looking at them both then at Gary whilst grinning widely. "Are we?"
"We sure are." Gary pulls a picnic basket from behind his back. "Come on lets let Daddy get some rest before we go."
"No...no it's fine i've had a few hours. I'm excited to go now." I smile reaching for my crutches.

Once we find a spot within the field we settle down. Gary unfolds the picnic blanket, so we can sit down. "Are you ok babe? Will you be comfortable?"
Sitting down slowly hissing when a burning pain in my stomach approaches. "No...no i'll be fine." I try and find a comfortable position. We set out the food on the blanket. Sandwiches, cakes, drinks, sweets, pork pies, cocktail sausages and scotch eggs fill the blanket. "Are we eating for the 5000." I laugh a little reaching for a sandwich
"You'll only be complaining that you're hungry when we get back home." Gary laughs opening a can of Pepsi and taking a long gulp of it. Lucy and Luke instantly dive for the cakes and sweets. "Your Mummy said not too many sweet things."
Oh shit i forgot about Emma. "Erm... How is she?" Nervously i ask.
"She seems to be doing ok... i mean she's still not.. you know... she wasn't too pleased to see me at first, but when i explained to her about your accident and how much you are missing the kids. She wouldn't of said no. Although she's awfully worried about you..." He talks quietly as the kids get up to play with their ball.
Staring at the kids play together my heart starts to hurt slightly from missing my family, but Gary means the world to me. "I see... yeah... i feel so bad Gaz.." Sighing softly i rest my head against his shoulder. "I'm sorry for being a twat to you today... i just don't like being left on my own... i don't want to loose everyone i care about..."
"I...I'll never leave you Mark... i promise..." Gary stutters a little like something bothering him.
I lift my head a little to look at him. His eyes are focused on the blanket. Like he's lost in his own thoughts. "Is everything ok? Are you ok?"
Gary shakes his head a little. "Yeah..yeah i'm fine... just been worried about you and everything."
"I'm fine... I mean i will be fine once i can be back to my normal self ... you see i promise." Gently i kiss his lips. His fingers entwine with mine as we watch the kids play football. Lucy pouts when Luke kicks the ball in her goal she sits down crossing her arms and legs whilst he runs round cheering for himself. "Play nicely with your sister Luke." I laugh a little. Lucy sticks her tongue out at him whilst picking up the ball to continue with the game.
"You know... i'd love to be a Dad one day..." Gary randomly says.
Feeling a little surprised i look at him. "Really??"
"More than anything... new house... maybe married... the two of us with our own son or daughter... with a beautiful brother and sister to play with.... perfect." Gary sighs happily.

Chapter 25

Gary's POV

The whistling of birds from outside disturb me from my sleep. What time is it?! "M...Mark.." I nudge him slightly trying to release his tight grip from me. "Mark... i need a wee..." Very slowly he opens his arms. "You should be in bed...why are you on the sofa?" I mumble whilst rubbing my eyes.
"Gaz it's too early go back to sleep." Robbie moans with his eyes closed. Instantly my eyes snap open. Wait... i wasn't asleep in Mark's arms?! He turns over on the sofa dozing back to sleep. Oh god Mark's been home alone for all these hours?? Quickly i grab my coat and head back outside not even saying anything to Robbie.

My mind runs through everything that happened last night whilst heading home. We kissed for the second time. What did i think of the kiss? Yeah...it was good, but why did i do it? Why didn't i push him away?? Do i have feelings now for Robbie which i didn't know existed? I soon got brought back to reality when i almost hit an on coming truck swerving it as quickly as i could. "Fucking hell!" My heart pounds. I could of been killed! Tears begin to fall down my cheeks. What if i could of died just then i would of died a cheater.

After a longer drive than expected i finally reached my house. My watch reads that it's 4:25am. Hopefully Mark hasn't woken up within the time i left. Surly he wouldn't of seeing as he's hardly had any good sleep being trapped in the hospital all them weeks. I put the key in the door opening it to be greeted by what it looks like is a robbery. Smashed vases, clothes all over the floor, shattered plates. Have we been burgled? But Mark... what if.... no... please god no. "MARK!" I call running upstairs to our bedroom. "Mark??? Are you ok?" Once i reach our bedroom i slam open the door to find an empty bed. Already i feel sick please don't let anything of happened to him. Quickly i run back downstairs calling his name. Until i find someone crawled up in a corner of the living room. "Mark?? Mark is that you??" I drop to my knees crawling over to him. His eyes are red like as if he's been crying. "Mark?" Gently i shake his shoulder waking him from his sleep.

He looks around the living room then at me. Tears begin to fill his eyes. "Y...You're...alive?" Is all he can mutter out as the tears roll down his cheek tightly hugging me as he breaks down.
"Babe? What's happened??" Stroking his back to try and calm him.
Mark's breathing increases from the crying. "I...I woke...up and...and you wasn't there...i had a bad...dream...that..you..you got killed....and...when...i opened...my eyes... you was gone...." He cries even louder squeezing me tighter.
Guilt comes back again. I can't believe i left him. "Oh Mark... i'm so so sorry...."
"Wh...Where did...you go...?" Slowly he lift his head to look at me. I can't lie to him...and i can't hurt him either... "I was at Rob's... he wanted me to go round..."
Mark frowns also looking confused at me pulling away from the hug a little. "Why?"
"Erm...he...erm..." I can't tell him about the kiss or the feelings...not just yet...i can't hurt him even more...he's given everything up for me...i'm just confused... i love him Mark more than anything and anyone.  "To...watch the match..."
Mark looks at me shocked and hurt almost like i've just told him the worst thing in the world. "You left me alone, so you could go watch football?!!! I was going out of my mind!! Not even a goodbye when you left??! Well fuck you Gary! Fuck you!!" Mark angrily pushes me away from him causing me to fall backwards whilst he reaches for his crutches.
"Mark... i'm sorry... i really am... i didn't expect you to wake up... i didn't think i would be that long or fall asleep...please forgive me." Almost begging as i get to my knees looking up at him.
"Just leave me alone Gary." Mark shakes his head disappointed as he makes his way back upstairs.

Chapter 24

Gary's POV

As quiet as possible i put my shoes back on whilst sitting on the bedroom floor. "G...Gaz...mmm..." Mark gets a little restless in his sleep again.
"Shhh..." Gently i stroke his forehead to calm him. Instantly from my touch he calms down even a little smile appears on his face in his sleep. "Love you.." Softly i sigh placing a kiss on his forehead. I creep out of the bedroom closing the door slightly behind me. My stomach fills with guilt. Hopefully he stays asleep until i get back. I wont be that long... i hope...

I lock the front door before getting into my car to set off to Robbie's house. What if we end up fighting... that will just make Mark stress even more and he doesn't need any more stress...not after what he's been through. My eyes begin to get heavier i haven't slept good these past few weeks and driving at 10 o'clock at night doesn't help. God i need coffee. After a 20 minute drive i finally arrive at Robbie's. He's already at the window waiting for me. Softly i smile at him whilst turning off the engine. He replies with a friendly wave then disappears.

Slowly i walk up the path to his front door before i even get the chance to knock it already comes open. Robbie stands at the door grinning. "Gaz!" We give each other a friendly tight hug. Already i feel like i could just stand here and fall asleep in his arms.
"Alright Rob... how're you?" I yawn a little looking up from his arms. We still stand on the doorway hugging one another.
Robbie shines me with another one of his cheeky grins. "I'm good mate... how's you and Markie?"
"Erm... i'm just tired i guess... and Mark's asleep." A sigh leaves my lips. "Can we go inside? It's a bit chilly out here."
Robbie loosens me from the hug and greets me inside. "I don't want you take it the wrong way, but you look awful Gaz...go on get sat down i'll get you a coffee."
"You're a star Rob...cheers." Without hesitation i walk into the living room to sit on his sofa. He's got one of those brown leather corner sofas, but you don't just sit on it you almost sink  into it like a giant marshmallow. On the tv is the Liverpool match. I'm even too tired to pay attention to my favourite team playing. The smell of coffee comes from the kitchen. It's never smelt so good before. My eyes start to get heavy again whilst waiting, but before i go to give in Robbie walks back in carrying a white steaming mug.
"Here get this down you mate." He hands me the mug which i instantly sip. "How are you feeling Gaz? In yourself? You need to look after yourself too not only Mark." I feel Robbie place his hand onto my forehead. I hate it when people fuss around me.
"I'm fine honest... as soon as Mark's better again...it will put my mind at ease..." My eyes fix onto the mug watching the steam leave.
"Are the pair of you ok? Have you had an argument or something?" He raises his eyebrow at me whilst sitting beside me on the sofa.
"N...n..no? Why would you ask that? Has he said something to you?" Nervously i ask continuing to sip my coffee.
"No we haven't spoke in a while... i just thought because of what... well you know... the last time we saw each other it didn't exactly end as planned did it...?" Robbie clears his throat a little. He's talking about the kiss isn't he? My cheeks start to burn from embarrassment.
"Erh..n..no it didn't... and i'm sorry..." I can't even bring myself to look him in the eyes now. I kissed my best friend for god sake.
Robbie sighs a little. "Mark doesn't know i take it? Guess it was just a spare of the moment thing from excitement."
If i don't feel bad already i feel even worse now. "Rob.. i really am sorry... yes it was excitement...-" I pause from finishing my sentence as Robbie moves over to me a little more.
"Do you regret it?" He asks. Not expecting that as his reply i sit there for a few seconds. How do i answer that?!
"I'm with Mark... i love him more than anything... i could never cheat on him... especially not after almost losing him."
Feeling a hand make contact with my cheek. Robbie strokes the back of his hand against my stubble. "But...do you regret it... come on Captain..." He grins a little. Is he drunk? Moving even closer to me his face inches from mine.
"I...I...er...-" Before i get to finish what i'm about to say very gently Robbie pushes his lips against mine. Causing me to forget about everything what's happened. Just focusing on the kiss. His soft wet lips stroking against mine. They taste good. The kiss is good. Slowly after a few seconds he pulls away which brings me back to reality. It almost feels like i've forcefully fell onto hard ground realizing what's just happened for the second time. Mark. What about Mark?? What have i done??

"Well?" Robbie smiles. "How do you feel now?" A mixture of emotions run through my body mainly my mind. The main thing i can't get out of my head or should i say the main someone is Mark. Do i also like Robbie? We've had our bad times in the past, but now? Do i feel something for him?? A tear escapes my eye and falls onto Robbie's leg. "Gaz? Are you crying? Mate what's wrong?" Worry fills his face as he grabs my shoulder looking into my red eyes.
"I...I'm...I'm so tired Rob..." Tears begin to stream down my face. What's happening to me? I'm a mess a complete mess.
"Ay... it's ok Gaz..." Robbie pulls me against his chest as the tears fade into his shirt. "Everything will be ok... i promise." For the first time in weeks i feel safe. I feel protected in Robbie's arms. My eyes begin to forcefully shut as Robbie's gently rocks me whilst stroking my back...

chapter 23

After two weeks of Mark being stuck in a hospital during the summer including a heatwave he was finally allowed to come home. Gary stayed by his side the whole week never once did he leave him apart from when he needed the toilet. The stitches needed to stay in a couple more weeks which meant Gary had to help him a lot at home incase like in his dream they would split open causing serious problems.

Gary's POV

"Home sweet home!" Mark grins slightly as i help him inside. He's got to be on crutches one reason being because of his stitches another reason is when he fell in the road he also did a bit of damage to his back. Nothing serious, but they make him more comfortable when getting around. Carefully i help Mark up to our bedroom with my arm secured around his waist whilst we walk upstairs. "O...ow.." Mark softly hisses as we walk.
"Sorry babe." I release my grip on him a little.
"Sssh. Not your fault gorgeous." He squeezes my shoulder a little. Once we get to the bedroom very gently i help him onto the bed. "Finally.... our bed..."  Mark closes his eyes inhaling the smell of the bedroom.
"Can i get you anything beauts?" I smile softly bending forward a little allowing my hand to run through his bouncy fringe.
Mark's eyes remain closed his lips slightly parted. "lay with me... i've missed you..." His hand strokes the empty space beside him. Without making a noise i get along side him. "Lay down..." I feel his hand touch the back of my head slowly allowing it to rest on his steady breathing chest. His hand strokes my hair starting from my neck hair then to my fringe.
"Mmm..." I moan softly closing my eyes. It's been a long past couple of weeks.
One hand plays with my hair whilst the other is wrapped around my shoulder. "Get some rest Gaz... you look shattered..."
Gently i nod against his chest. This will be the first proper sleep i've had since the accident whilst i've the chance i'm going to take it.

Mark's POV

Gary's been asleep on me for about 10minutes. Why can't i sleep for? I don't want to be locked in doors i want to be out there enjoying my summer with Gary, but no. Also i really want to spend the day with my children...just one day...  i wonder if Emma knows what happened to me... doubt she cares now. Can't believe i hurt her. Softly i sigh cuddling Gary a little and placing a little kiss on his forehead. I'm lucky to have such a caring beautiful man in my life who is also my best friend.  A tear espaces my eye and rolls down Gary's cheek. The amount of stress i put him through... i'll never forgive myself... "M...Mark..." Gary mumbles against my chest.
"Awake already?" I whisper looking at him fast asleep.
He starts to get a bit restless. "M...Mark...p..please...please don't...leave me..."
"Gaz?" I stroke his hand a little. "I'm here... i'm here..."
"I love you....Mark...Mark MARK!" His breathing increases his hand grips mine harder.
"Gary open your eyes i'm here babe." I stroke his back trying to wake him. He must be having another nightmare.
"MARK! Mark!! Nooooooo!!!" He almost screams sitting up.
My heart races in my chest staring at the back of him whilst he sits up rubbing his face. "Gaz? Are you ok mate?"
"Y...yeah... bad dream..." Softly he sniffs.
I feel so guilty. He can't even sleep now because of me. "Gaz...are you....are you crying?" Slowly he turns round with red puffy eyes a few tears drip from his cheeks. "Ay... come here..." My arms stretch out to him. Wrapping around the back of his neck allowing his head to rest back onto my chest. "Everything will be ok... i promise..."
He shrugs a little. "Yeah i know... anyway enough about me... how are you feeling now?"
"Sore. Bored. High on hormones and well.. sore." My fingers run though his hair.
Slowly he pokes his head up from under my arm. "High on hormones?"
"Yes."
A cheeky confused grin appears on his face. "What do you mean by that babe?"
"Don't play games Barlow..." Slightly i squeeze his shoulder.
"Tell me." He giggles a little.
I roll my eyes playfully at him. "I'm horny Gaz. Fucking horny. I've been trapped inside for 2weeks! How did you cope?!"
"Well i was far too worried to think about it to be honest... and we can't do anything now you've still got a few weeks to go."
Slightly i pout my lips at him. "But.... you're acting like i'm pregnant. Besides my stitches aren't near my..... and i'm a little uncomfortable..."

"Wow you really are in the mood today." Gary half grins half laughs at me whilst stroking my chest.
"Yes....now show me your talents..." I wink at him feeling myself harden a little.
Gary bites his lip a little before diving under the covers. Feeling his fingers stroke my calf muscle sends shivers down my spine. It's seems like a decade since we've been this close being stuck in that hell hole. Moving his hands higher until they reach the hem of my tracksuit bottoms very gently he starts to pull them down allowing them to reach the top of my knees. My breathing increases a little still feeling sore from my injury it's hard to control my fast breathing. Gary plants soft kisses onto my inner thighs trying to calm me.

Slipping his hands even further his fingers wrap around the elastic in my boxers slowly tugging them down to  where my tracksuit bottoms rest. "G...Gaz..." A soft moan leaves my lips. "Ow..." I sit up a little my stomach hurting slightly.
"Ssssh..." Gary's warm breath makes contact with my hardened length. Carefully i lay back down resting my head into the pillows. A wet pair of lips softly begin kissing onto my skin. "Gaaaz..." I hiss through my teeth.

After a few minutes of teasing with his lips he involves his hands. Forming a fist around my erection he starts off slowly moving up and down along me. Moaning louder i try my best not to tense my stomach to avoid the pain. "Oh...Gaz... you're...good..."
Grinning like a Cheshire cat against my hard on he finally brings his tongue into action. Whilst working my length with his fist speeding up his pace as his tongue slowly slides down and repeating several times. "F...Fuck!" Pressing the back of my head into the pillows arching my back the best i can this is good.

Going deeper exploring the whole of Gary's mouth. "Like that baby...?" Gary moans sending vibrations all through my body.
Already i'm close. "Mmmm...." Is all i mange to reply as he begins to suck harder and teasingly bite. "Bastard..." I grunt.
Gary chuckles a little swirling his tongue all over my skin then suddenly taking me to the back of his throat is enough to throw me over the edge. "G...G...Oh fuck Gary!!" I call out his name releasing myself into his mouth.

Gary's POV

"How did i do?" I giggle from under the covers feeling Mark pant for his breathe back. The covers slowly reveal me resting on Mark's legs.
"Fucking ace Gaz.... just what i needed." He shines me with his famous grin. "Thank you." Using his thumb he wipes the corners of my mouth.
"Anytime gorgeous." I lick my lips tasting Mark.

We lay beside one another just relaxing. I can't believe what's happened in the past couple of weeks. "Babe..?" I whisper. Mark's eyes are closed his hand resting on his rising chest. He must of dozed off after our little moment. It's so strange seeing him laying next to me... i didn't think he would of made it after the accident. "Love you..." Softly i stroke his cheek. The sound of my mobile receiving a text gets my attention. As quiet as possible i learn over Mark reaching for my mobile.  1 new message- Rob. Oh shit... i forgot... my mouth becomes dry and my heart beats a little faster. I haven't heard from him since the night... the night i kissed him. 'We need to talk. Get over here as quick as you can. Rob.' This doesn't sound good. I look over at Mark who's in a deep sleep... Should i go?